
Sitting on my brown leather Ikea coach, watching Grey's Anatomy. The top show on my list right now. Full of flavour and colourful characters.
The show makes me laugh, cry and sometimes feeling sweet all inside.
Sometimes I feel like a mix of all the different electic characters in the show.
A bit of Meredith where I just want to be loved.
A bit of Callie where I am a little on the naughty side.
A bit of Kristina where all I want to do is work.
A bit of Miranda where I just want to boss everybody around.
A bit of Izzie where I do things unexpectedly.
I am just me. At peace with myself.
Curling up on my sofa and sitting watching TV and basically doing nothing is a great way to relax.
No talking, no one else to talk to and basically running through my own thoughts. It's great to just have me around me. I get it why people would want to stay on their own. The whole peaceful thing really is my cup of tea. The whole "the place is mine without anybody to bug me" feels so comfortable.
I can mess the place up. Not washing the dishes and picking up the clothes. I am Queen of the house!
I think my period is here soon. Getting all emtionally and mushy and having incoherently thoughts. Breasts starting to ache. Ouch!
Anyway, stomach is swirling inside. Don't feel good about this. Feeling kind of sick.
Good night.