I am ok liao

Thank you my friends.

Thank you for the flowers.

Thank you for your comfort.

Thank you for your encouragement.

I don't what I will do without you sistars :)

I miss you

You have only been gone for a day and I miss you already.

I pulled up to the side of the road when you called so that I can hear your voice.

When you sms me, my eyes were just suddenly filled with tears.

Now when I type I am also tearing.

I can hear you calling me "crybaby" if you were here. I know you would give me a big hug if you were here.

I wish you were here. I am afraid. I shouldn't be. But I am.

This weekend I am going to spend some time cleaning our new home. Some alone time at our little project which we both love so much. Everything there reminds me of you.

I hear HIM telling me to let it out once and for all and don't hold back. Everything is going to be alright.

Tomorrow is a brand new day and I shall be fine.

But tonight I will cry myself to sleep.

Disturbing news

Have made a trip to the gynae for my continuous bleeding problem for the last 3 months.

The news were not exactly what I was expecting. I hope it's just stress related.

My eggs are not being flushed out during my menstration cycle which explains my continuous bleeding.

I have to wait and see when I go for my blood test soon.

Feeling kinda moody.

God? I am not ready.