I miss you

You have only been gone for a day and I miss you already.

I pulled up to the side of the road when you called so that I can hear your voice.

When you sms me, my eyes were just suddenly filled with tears.

Now when I type I am also tearing.

I can hear you calling me "crybaby" if you were here. I know you would give me a big hug if you were here.

I wish you were here. I am afraid. I shouldn't be. But I am.

This weekend I am going to spend some time cleaning our new home. Some alone time at our little project which we both love so much. Everything there reminds me of you.

I hear HIM telling me to let it out once and for all and don't hold back. Everything is going to be alright.

Tomorrow is a brand new day and I shall be fine.

But tonight I will cry myself to sleep.