Great spirits often encounter violent opposition from mediocre minds
I ask for God's wisdom to rain on me.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sunday is OVER
A little sad it's over. I am 1/3 through The 7 habits of highly effective people. Just reading re-affirms the path I am going is true. Although I must say the book is not the gospel true but it helps me.
I can't believe I have not read in such a long time. Read books. Not magazines or fictional novels. Autobiographys or based on true story types. The bible. I used to read EVERY night from 12am till 2am. What happened? I guess the horrible CABLE took over my life.
Ok getting off my throne now. Going to read abit more before I sleep.
UPDATED 2037hrs
OK I am only halfway through the book. And now Monday is also almost over.
Bubi went to JB. I am resting at home due to my limited walking ability. Blah!
Parked permanantly on the couch reading/surfing the net/watching TV/eating/sleeping.
The warm light filtering through my curtains and the light breeze blowing in is just perfect for me.
The remote controls at my command, with the light flick of my fingers changes dilligently to the channel of my choice. So far I have watched 3 episodes of Friends, 1 Faith and Hope and snipets of random programs.
Reading The 7 habits of highly effective people by Stephen R Convey. Am 1/10 through the book will be done by the time bubi is back. I hope?
I love today. The house is clean. I just showered, did mask for my hair and scrubed my face with something really nice from Origins. Slathered on the freebies I have from Shu Umera which Ah fat got for me. Marinated myself with free body lotion from Shangri-La Jakarta.
Organized my bathroom cupboards. Woah...I have tons of good stuff. My make up trolley is filled to the brim. Seriously I have got to stop buying stuff. I must save alot of money. Money which I seriously need to have. Damn!
I have been a good girl though. Have not been buying clothes, accesories and make up. At least for the last 6 months. Am proud of myself. Only on food and neccesities. Good Girl!
Ok, just realised again I am rambling.....bye...will post up of my Orh Chei knees later!
Sitting on my golden throne and doing my poo pooing at 1.13am on a Friday morning. Things I do when I am all alone in a contained space. And guess what else I am doing. Just sitting here listening to:
Jason Mraz - I'm yours on Youtube.
The melody is just soothing. This is one of those songs where they really can call it music to thy ears.
Feels like I am sitting on a beach somewhere and relaxing. Just me and myself. Having some alone time to myself is sometimes one of the best enjoyment. Nobody to boss me around. I can do whatever I want at whatever time I wish. Doing nothing is right at the top of the list. Without a care in the world, however brief it is.
Can't wait for my 3 weeks break in December. The idea of sitting through 13 hours of flight by myself some how trills me. Me and myself among other strangers whose thoughts I would pretend to read. Ordering beer and sipping while I watch re-runs of Friends and dozzing off. Only to wake up to the robotic voice of Chicken Or Fish?
Looking through the in-flight catalog and deciding which item to get only to reject the idea completely at the last minute. Digging through my big brown bag and admiring my latest purchase of lipstick from Mac. Who am I kidding? It will be Viva Glam V. Again? Yes I love that colour, thank you. So shoot me.
Listening to my free Samsung MP3 courtesy of my ex-company's door gift at Zouk last year whereas the snotties around me will be totting an IPOD. Probably reflecting on my life throughout 2008. Scary. Very scary. Already I am wishing for a better 2009. Damn ...what happened to my carefree thoughts on a beach a while ago?
So my family, fambily and friends...I do really hope that whereever you are at any time, know that I always wish you the best . I may not be easy to be with but my heart is pure. My words and actions at times rough around the edges, my heart is soft. Overbearing as I am, my heart is true.
I'm yours.
The year is coming to an end. I wish God will just tell me exactly what to do so that I can skip all those heartbreak that comes along in relationships in family, friends and work. But he does not want to. He gives me the freedom of choice. Note to self. Make better choices in 2009. But Lord can you please show me the way? Or at least drop me a hint when I am beginning to look pathetic?
