Zac My Man!

I am totally in love with Zac Efron ala Link in HAIRSPRAY! His eyes, his eyes, it's all in the eyes!

His watery see through your soul eyes are a girl's worst nightmare. Because he can make you weak in the knees and make you his puppet! My goodness! How can anybody have such piercing blue eyes. It's not fair!



OK! I wanted to post pictures of him in HAIRSPRAY but the website is just not loading properly!!!

So here I have him in yummy pictures........

Look at him smile.....melt.......

His eyes....oh man....

!!! Woahhhh.......vavavoom....SWOON!!!

I can't believe this. He is like 20 yrs old or something. I am so besotted by him. He is really to die for!

I will be dreaming of you tonight baby!

Tui Na @ Eu Yan Sang

Eversince I fell the night before National Day, I have this aching feeling in my ankle and right back.

Finally went to a TUI NA today at Eu Yan Sang.

I swear the physician was trying to kill me. WHY? Cos i was screaming in pain when he was kneading, grinding, twisting and cracking my leg muscle, butt and back.

When the Taiwanese Physician was squeezing my shoulders I was already like

"Ouch ouch oooouch....softer softer...ouch"

There were so many cracks that i lost count. Seriously.

Chinese doc " You do exercise or yoga?"

Me" Nooo...ooo..ouch...ouch....ouch"

Chinese doc "Not bad you are quit flexible"

Me " oooouuuchh"

But I must say though, it feels great! And the Chinese doc is really good. He practically relaxed my entire tired body. I was left feeling a little woozy after that. Like all the blood rush to my brain or something. It was worth every S$26.

I asked Chinsese doc why did he knead my both sides of my butt so hard. He pointed to a anatomy chart filled with chinese characters.

Chinese doc " Na, here is the point for the blood to flow"

"Ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh, blood flow point is in the butt!"

Got to pinch my own butt more.

Chinese Doc told me to wear flats (cannot), drink warm water (ok I can live with that) and bathe with hot water (favourite activity).

Chinese doc also told me sit straight and no crossing of legs (I will try).

Pray my back gets better. Wanna go back to hitting some golf balls soon!

All alone again

Bubi is gone again. This time for a month.

Will have a lot of personal time and silence at home.

Kinda miss him already. It's always the case. When he is here I am wondering when is he going away. When he is gone, I feel kind of sad. I am only human and my feelings are fickled none the less.

Tomorrow is Monday again. Another week of work. I really love what I am doing. The people there are not too bad. And I feel like I am learning every single day and progressing. Unfortunately, my path is filled with challanges and 1 Arsehole.

Was watching CNBC today. they have this great series called Millionaire Inside. 4 invited millionaries were invited to talk about life and success.

One point struck close to me.

Get rid of friends who bring you down. Make friends with people who push you to the next level. Make friends with successful people who share the same ideals.

I totally agree on that. I mean who wants to hang out with depressing and negative people. I personally feel these people should be shot! Life is as tough as it is sometimes. It is up to us (with Jesus blessings of cos) to be a themostat and change the temperature of the surrounding we are in. If there are negative and miserable people in a party, I would scram from them. I just do not have the patience to stick with depressing people. I have enough on my plate already, I do not need to run through your problems with you again. NO, THANK YOU!

With this said, you can tell that I do not have many friends. Close friends, not those Hi-Bye ones where the relationship does not add value to my life. I already do not have enough time for my close friends and family why would I want to invest my time in empty realtionships with those who irritate and annoy me with their misery and whining.

I guess what I am trying to say is at the end of the day we all need to be positive in whatever position we are in. And to remind ourselves that whatever happened it could have all been worse. So why dwell on the unhappiness and just work towards the future where we can change whatever is holding us back. I don't think successful people became successful by sitting on their lazy asses and whine about their situation and worse of all burden others with their negativity.

Get off your ass, get up and do something. If you aren't happy with your situation, however you confide in friends, you are not getting anywhere. If your friends are giving you precious advice and yet you are not taking any of it then stop complaining and return to your miserable lives.

I am happy, I plan to be happy and I am going to stay happy. I promise!

What about you?

Monday blues

1st day of that time of the month.

Back is still not healed.

Have not been running.

Have not been playing golf.

Mood is volatile. Just like the market.

Feel like killing somebody.

Ok not kill, maybe break an arm or something.

Tuesday will be better. I know it will be.

Oh! And look ma, new template for my blog :)

Familarity

Been really busy with work related exercises.

Glued to CNBC and Bloomberg. Never ever guessed that I would find these channels fascinating.

Sub-prime issues and the unwinding of yen? I actually know what they mean.

Met a brand new f-er. Good good. I thrive on challenges.

Whatever don't kill me makes me stronger.

It's funny that people marginalise you and undermine your capabilities. They don't understand the kind of strengths and determination you have. Funny thing is I work harder under pressure.

Stress? This is a joke compared to what I have been through.

You want to have power play? Office politics? I don't want to do it but trust me I will do it.

But the point of this post is that I can return home and have some sort of familiarity and balance.

Thank you B. I look at you and I smile to myself. Don't know why but I do smile. Maybe because you are so silly.

You could do me a favour though. Stop nagging. I hate it when you nag. I switch off completely.

Just be my silly B.

Teaching me something

Orhhhhh.... I get it Jesus. You are trying to create opportunities for me right? I get it. I really get it.

No worries. Bring it on.

With you by my side, I will conquer the worrrrrrrrld!

Finally at work

Have been 1 week into the branch. Sometimes feel that 24 hrs is simply not enough. Not enough time to catch up on the local news. The business news. Plan for my next diving trip. Practice my golf swings.

Well, the f-er is gone!!! I WIN! 4 days into my time there and he resigned. HWAH! Don't mess with me. My curses are powerful lor.....

Have not seen my port. Don't have a new boss yet. Colleagues are basically not too warm. Life at the branch is gonna be interesting.

Trying to find my way around the branch. Still trying to settle in. Sometimes am disappointed by the closest people to me. It's ok. People will come round one day. I will make sure of that.

OHHhhhhhhHhhh.......i must say this!!!!

I LURVE CHINATOWN SHOPPING!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...i know totally out of point!

Ok back to reading the papers!
Au Revoir!