Stomach not so good

It has been 4 days since we went to kushinbo and my stomach is still churning. Last night after having skipped 2 dosages of medicine, I suddenly turned cold and weak.

The nightout with the girls was cut short by my lack of concentration. I was again feeling cold and drowsy at TCC and according to my friends turning pale. Twinkie sent me home and I just slumped over my sofa with my blankie while she showed herself out.

It felt so good just to lie there and close my eyes. My eyelids were really heavy and my brain was just not functioning. Anyway I stopped my lomotil and this morning I had my biggest smelliest shit ever! Shiok!!! A lot a lot and soft soft black black! HAAHAHAHHA

Something I share with my sistars last night made it happened again, somehow it was the first time that I told them about my sleep paralysis. I am sure I have mentioned this before to some people.

Last night, I was going through my thoughts while lying in bed at around 2plus am. Just thinking about all my episodes suddenly I had another episode.

This time I felt fear though. And probably because this time I was sleeping on my left side and I still had the episode. And this time I felt myself being dragged downwards. But somehow in my consciouse mind even when was being dagged, I knew it was not real. I started to shout and I heard myself shouted. And it was all over. wsa breathing deeply. I opened my eyes somehow half hoping to see something someone. I didn't.


I just continued to sleep knowing that It was not real. Deep down I knew I was safe and just continued sleeping.

Very sleepy now.....going to nap nap.....